Senin, 30 Juni 2008
My Lonely Grandma, what should I do?
I live with my granma, not parents. Ever since my granpa passed away,,, (even though they often fight) it seems like she lost much, and I feel that she’s kinda lonely.
At home, there just three of us: me, maid, and my granma. Both of them already old. Sometimes I hate this condition cuz I feel like I can talk to nobody at home, it stress me, everything always goes wrong, and make me mad. I think they don’t understand girl at my age ( they ever on my age though), I want my privacy, I want to hang out with friends, and I need nutrients (the fact they often leave the dining table empty). Umm..actually, I often behave little rude, ignorant, but today, our maid went home for a while, and there’s just two of us, I write this blog while she’s watching TV, I know, from her eyes, from her voices, that she’s lonely and needing friends. She needs her children to accompany her, here, at home. But none of them could, that’s why I am here.
However I tried to be gentle…but I found it hard to do. I don’t know…she often gets me on temper. She’s on 70’s, still working, from the photograph I’ve seen, she’s pretty and fashionable on her 20’s (when she had my mother), but know the stretch on her face shows she’s been worn by age, it’s time to retire, having pleasure time with family.
I think, If I were her, I would cry, every night, thinking of how cruel the world that everyone left me in loneliness, include my ignorant granddaughter who live with me!
Geez…
I’m not a person who able to do confrontation,
I’m unable to talk with my parents’ bout how I feel, how should I tell them?
I’m not quite good person, it’s hard for me change the way I behave (truly, I found it’s really hard!),
how am I supposed to do?
LEMBANG HIGH IS SO YESTERDAY!
About reminiscience
Lulus...
Lulus...
Jadi alumni...
Ahirnya jadi mahasiswi
Aqu khusus mau ngucapin GOODBYE MY PREVIOUS SCHOOL,,, SMAN 1 Lembang is trully the place where i belong. Walau orang mandang sbelah mata, “lembang?”.
Sumpah, disini aqu nemuin tmen2 yang baek,,, can’t imagine the world without them!
I live with my granma, not parents. Ever since my granpa passed away,,, (even though they often fight) it seems like she lost much, and I feel that she’s kinda lonely.
At home, there just three of us: me, maid, and my granma. Both of them already old. Sometimes I hate this condition cuz I feel like I can talk to nobody at home, it stress me, everything always goes wrong, and make me mad. I think they don’t understand girl at my age ( they ever on my age though), I want my privacy, I want to hang out with friends, and I need nutrients (the fact they often leave the dining table empty). Umm..actually, I often behave little rude, ignorant, but today, our maid went home for a while, and there’s just two of us, I write this blog while she’s watching TV, I know, from her eyes, from her voices, that she’s lonely and needing friends. She needs her children to accompany her, here, at home. But none of them could, that’s why I am here.
However I tried to be gentle…but I found it hard to do. I don’t know…she often gets me on temper. She’s on 70’s, still working, from the photograph I’ve seen, she’s pretty and fashionable on her 20’s (when she had my mother), but know the stretch on her face shows she’s been worn by age, it’s time to retire, having pleasure time with family.
I think, If I were her, I would cry, every night, thinking of how cruel the world that everyone left me in loneliness, include my ignorant granddaughter who live with me!
Geez…
I’m not a person who able to do confrontation,
I’m unable to talk with my parents’ bout how I feel, how should I tell them?
I’m not quite good person, it’s hard for me change the way I behave (truly, I found it’s really hard!),
how am I supposed to do?
LEMBANG HIGH IS SO YESTERDAY!
About reminiscience
Lulus...
Lulus...
Jadi alumni...
Ahirnya jadi mahasiswi
Aqu khusus mau ngucapin GOODBYE MY PREVIOUS SCHOOL,,, SMAN 1 Lembang is trully the place where i belong. Walau orang mandang sbelah mata, “lembang?”.
Sumpah, disini aqu nemuin tmen2 yang baek,,, can’t imagine the world without them!
I Love u my friends!! (i’m on red)
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I look at these photographs
Everytime i do it makes me laugh
Everytime i do it makes me...
This is one of my best friend, I had her since I was on 12 Junior high..Hey Dee, when u found my blog give me some comment ok, , ,
From now on we’re on different campus; I hope we’ll still get along well although we’re apart…
Study well and hard, someday we’ll meet each other…
Love you!
OOOOOOOO
This one is my soul mate; we go everywhere together (except bathroom & toilet off course!) From her I learn many things: friendship, courage, strength, independency, spirit, etc…From her too, I found something different, we laugh and shedding tears together (we often say a thing together spontaneously!) I don’t know how if we’re getting apart, we’ll miss each other a lot. I hope my courage won’t disappear after we gone on separate ways.
OOOOOOO
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ah ah ah... ancur
karima,
tulisannya bagus,
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